Too much.

I am at loss for words
There’s too much to say 

And there’s too little meaning to my words at this point 
I am stupid for ever thinking this could be okay 

For thinking that I could play an acting role in my own life 

To make it seem like I was perfectly fine 
But I’m not 

I care 

About every word, every letter, every breath that comes out of your mouth 

And I cannot seem to find the reason
Maybe I’ve been broken by those who came before 

Maybe I thought it was the same 

That caring didn’t matter to anyone else but me 

That caring gave too much effort to a cause that was not returned 
I guess I was wrong 

It was too late 

How funny it is

Too little and too much 

Nothing is enough. 

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